u're breaking my heart.... do u know that???

recently i duno wat happen to u...
u really treat me damn cold...
u said u have so many thing need to settle n solve...
u said i like to keep on add something for u to solve...
yea.... i'm the one who get u into trouble...
everything that make u suffer now is because of me...
i need u to help me support my study fees...
coz i can't afford... i useless...
u use ur ptptn money to support me, i know u r so suffer...
i oss very sad bcoz of that...
i know i'm now ur 包袱....
so i can't say anything...
i know all of ur housemate can use the ptptn money to buy wat they wan...
but unfortunately u can't... coz u hv me... ur 包袱....
i knew that i'm giving damn much of problem...
i knew that... i felt sorry bout that...
i knew bcoz of me u own so much money form others...
i knew all... i knew all that u had done for me...
if i'm nothing for u, u will not help me til tis level...
but even i owe u how much, plz remember, i'm still ur girl...
plz dun treat me like that... i'm so scare...
i dunno wat can i do... but i juz miss u ....
everything of u i worried...
but maybe until today u dun really understand my heart...
u said u dunno wat i wan...
maybe the problem is u never slow down n take a look on me...
so everything u can't realise...
maybe i'm not that good... i can't understand u oso...
but nvm.... coz i can't do anything...
juz can't do anything.... juz waiting for a day that u can fully understand me...
of juz keep on like that til the day i can change the way i thinking....